I don't understand myself, seriously. I don't understand why do I get (s0) affected by something that is totally not related to me at all. It is very irritating for me. It takes awhile for me to get composed and reflect about the things that I did at the point of insanity - which often ends up with me being utterly embarrassed (not like I've not done any embarrassing things when I'm clearly not insane.) *rolls eyes.

Also, I tend to execute stupid strategies when adrenaline is pumping like mad. Like unknowingly grabbing someone's hand while playing catching - like wth right? And I only realised it when the stupid person held on back to my hand. (like why on earth do you hold hands with someone that sudden grabs your hand!?), then I was like thinking "Shit man, what the heck am I holding?! Shitshitshit, I'm holding on to someone. OMG IT'S YOU. SHIT" - and this often results in both parties breaking out in different shades at red and claiming that it's the heat from all the running. Shoepid. And when I got back home, I couldn't believe I did such a stuff. I feel so disgusted with myself, like totally. *like please kill yourself, now.*

GOOGOOGAHGAHHH!

I think photography has both it's pros and cons (okay, I know this is totally random, still...)